It's been awhile...

Quick update on last year's entry. lol. I completed my first race April 30, 2010. I had the 5k down. It was a great experience, and I really made some significant progress in my running, but due to the confusion of our job search/moving/etc., the consistency of my running program pretty much dissipated. But now, I'm back on track to pick it up again and plan on running a 10k this April (2011). Also, I DID get a new pair of shoes and haven't gotten a blister from running since :)

So I certainly don't consider myself a particularly tech saavy person, but come on... I start a blog, write one post, and then can't figure out how to submit another. So I just stop. This kind of seems to be a pattern that's emerging in my life. Start something, it gets too hard, or I don't see results right away, so I just quit. Not always consciously, mind you. Most of the time it just sort of fades away, or I get a new idea that catches my interest. Here's the real problem though... I haven't stuck with anything yet because I haven't done much that I've truly LOVED in life.

This has really been the biggest challenge I've had for the past year and a half or so. I completed some goals, finished what I started and knew I was supposed to do. And here I am now. It's as if the whole world is before me, wide open and begging me to take hold of something. And I don't know what to do with it. I could do anything, be anything, try anything, but I am at a stand still. I can't move because I don't know where to move (figuratively speaking). I know I have to do SOMETHING, but I can't figure out what that is. Or rather, I refuse to just choose because I know it's a decision that will affect much of my future.

So what now? What now? What now. What now....

I'm getting tired of asking myself this question. But here's the thing... I can feel it coming. One way or another, I have to choose, and when I do, I know I'll begin to find myself falling up.